Dying in the corner
By the kitchen sink
Hidden from the children
The wilting flowers weep.
Dying in the corner
By the kitchen sink
Hidden from the children
The wilting flowers weep.
Growing old before your time
Because you grind your teeth at night
And gnash them absentmindedly during the day.
All the wrinkles around your eyes because of those awesome fake smiles
Can’t hide what the mirror shows
Squinty eyed, pretending to be whole all the time
Carrying weights from years over
Your back cannot carry anymore
But you won’t bend over, “cause I don’t have false pride.”
One of these days
You will find out that the man is married
Maybe you are sitting with your husband
Maybe you are sitting with your wife
Your face will change a thousand colors
You will stop in the middle of a sentence
Someone might ask, what is it my dear?
You will want to say, I need some air
But you will keep sitting there
Right there.
In my heart, once, a great secret lay:
a neat little cabin
in the wilderness of this heart.
A big man lived there, a false god,
the one I wrote poetry for.
Always bent over his little desk
maybe doing taxes.
I don’t know how I fit all that
in my little heart.
Because I could never fit in.
You know, I tried very hard.
So I just made myself a new blog because Microsoft ate my last one, taking all my random mutterings to whatever internet graveyard there is for words on blogs. Now let’s see how much I peruse of this one.